gila

heeeyyaaa like i have told you guys before kalo kelas 9 tuh ga enak!! dan ampe sekarang gue masih mikir gitu yaaa okelah banyak yang asik sih tapi tetep aja i miss my 8th grader ga tau kenapa kelas 8 lebih menyenangkan buat gue, hhhhhh akhir akhir ini banyak pikiran yang bikin gue stress sendiri

uououo i don't know what
i don't know how
i don't know why
jeez why is it so complicated for me
why is it so hard to believe
to understand
and to through all of this
all of this fucking things

i wake up in the morning and then it just became so unclear for me
is it only me? or i'm just blinding my self?
the time goes fast and so unpredictable
if i could stop the time so i will make it the best time to kill my self
because right now for me death is better than through all of this things
i dont even know what happened and which way i should pick
because yeaaah it's just too hard and too unclear for me

it was like diving in the lake without any glove or swimsuit
it was like driving a truck without any direction and driving license
it was like doing mathematic homework without any my friend's book
it was like playing guitar without any string

lalalala i don't know what i'm talking about :p


hmmmm yeah

gue ga pernah minta dilahirin, tapi yang gua tau setiap orang dilahirin pasti ada tujuannya dan pasti ada gunanya buat kehidupan di dunia ini

hidup itu seperti roda yang berputar, kadang kita di bawah kadang di atas
saat kita diatas jangan sok, hati hati melangkah jangan sampe jatuh kebawah
saat kita di bawah terus berusaha sekeras mungkin karna pasti ada saatnya kita bakal di atas

hidup itu ada sedih ada senang, ada mudah ada sulit
ya gapapa karena emang itulah hidup, justru kalo kita ga pernah ngerasain sedih kita ga bakal tau apa rasa nya kesenangan sesungguhnya
kalo kita ga pernah ngerasain susahnya hidup maka kita ga pernah ngerasain rasanya lepas dari kesusahan dan menuju kemudahan itu

kita hidup di dunia dengan banyak perbedaan
dan ga mungkin di dunia ada orang yang sama persis
dan justru karna perbedaan itulah yang bikin hidup itu seru
bertaun taun kita hidup di dunia melewati berbagai perbedaan
mencoba saling mengetahui
mencoba saling memahami
dan pada akhirnya saling melengkapi





















hoah bacot ya gue haha


lama lama jadi gila kayak marshanda nih gue.....................-__-