Changed.

Hello! long time no post. It's been 6 months since my last post isn't it? whoa it's quite a long time :p

So.. in last six months many things have happened and changed. Like umm.. i'm officially not a junior high school student anymore, i'm 15 now, and i'm single.

And i can't write all the stories in the last 6 months, but the point is..  

time goes very fast, it all happened unexpectedly, and many things have changed.

Now, actually i don't want to write about any story, you know.. it's too complicated to be written

so let me just post my short lyrics or poem or whatever you call it, which it could express some of my feelings

so this is it..

Too many stories that we've shared

Too many things that we've spent.

Maybe..you were often made my cry

Maybe..you were often made me hurt

But you should know that.. i can always forgive you

You should know.. none of those tears that i regret

People keeps asking me, what makes me stay.

Honestly, i don't know either.

But somehow.. there's always a reason to love you.

But in the end, you're the one who let me go

You said that you just want to see me happy, said that you're not good enough for me

But..what if i'm not happy at all?, what if i'm lost without you?

You said sorry for everything you've done.

But really..

Just to be with you it has already become the loveliest thing that ever happened in my life

If loving you it’s a stupid thing, then.. call me an idiot.

If loving you it’s a mistake, then it was a beautiful mistake.

So long and goodbye my dearest little boy

You’ve been the first and best i’ve ever had :)

Yeah, it's for someone, someone who gives a lot of sweet memories in my life

And though, letting go is hard to do.. but i have to

Life must go on, right? And i can't continue my life if i keep looking back

So let the past be the past, let the memories be the memories

Life continues to turn, so don't be too long walk in place

Never know what would happen, but i believe that god has something good for me :)

Umm.. that's enough for this time

Sorry if there are some grammatical errors :P

So.. see ya in the next post

xoxo :*